tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-29005074001002169762011-07-28T13:04:13.419-07:00Starscreamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10388964531948702220noreply@blogger.comBlogger21100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2900507400100216976.post-74036085475198513232009-12-25T19:03:00.000-08:002009-12-25T19:41:44.640-08:00On the 25/12/09, me and a female friend of mine which i was interested went to a rave event. Suffice to say the beginning of the night was a total disaster (but not of epic proportions) - with us getting lost and unable to find the venue despite it being right in front of our eyes. So anyways, we got into the club, the bouncer patted us down and he found condoms, which led to an awkward moment. I could not think of any witty reply to play the situation down. I wouldn't do that again, keeping rubber only in my bedroom next time.<div><br /></div><div>As the night wore on it became clearer to me that this was not the kind of girl i wanted to be with. I just turned 23 a few days ago, and she's still 18. The main issue is not the age gap, but we were both looking for different things in each other. It also occurred to me that I could have done better than this girl, much much better. She isn't an ugly girl by all means. Shes reasonably attractive, cute, kind of sexy and has a nice voice - but she's <b>boring</b>. We have almost nothing in common other than the fact that we both play HoN together on occasion (which is how i met her).</div><div><br /></div><div>The rave was great, the DJ was fantastic and at times i caught myself glued to the set. It was such a spectacle that i forgot that i was on a date. It was that <b>FUCKING FANTASTIC</b>. In other words, ignored my date. Her response was to sit on my friends lap (we both knew each other since we were born and we kind of share a telepathic link which scream at the time "WHAT A HO!"). Hopping around other people's laps when you are on a date is a very unattractive quality... </div><div><br /></div><div>Apparently she wants to meet again, but as a rule of thumb it's really hard for boys and girls to be friends - so the likely answer to that is <b>NO.</b> I'll just take what happened last night as a learning experience - do not date girls for the sake of dating girls, at least know you have something in common after the second date. Skanks are a no-no.</div><div><br /></div><div>I will attempt to post EVERYDAY from now on in order to motivate myself towards reaching my goals. I'm still working out what my goals are and I will be done by tonight, so that means two posts today. I also need $3000, for classes. Peace out.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2900507400100216976-7403608547519851323?l=sweeza.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Starscreamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10388964531948702220noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2900507400100216976.post-11710788579929862762008-07-13T05:08:00.000-07:002008-07-13T05:20:13.649-07:00I believe since you are reading my blog you need no introduction to who i am. FYI this is not my first post, i have deleted all my previous entries.<br /><br />I don't need to justify my actions.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2900507400100216976-1171078857992986276?l=sweeza.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Starscreamhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10388964531948702220noreply@blogger.com